What is it that ive not been giving ? What is it that ive been lacking ? I gave you all you wanted. I gave up hereafter for you. I did it, with fear, for you. For you. Have you even thought about me ? Didnt you even thought abt hw i'll feel ? How hurt im gna be ? Didnt you even thought how i'd reacted ? Crying or even slashing ? Havent you hurt me enough ? Wo do you even think i was ? Some sick person that'll be cured with a kiss ? what was i realy to you ? Some desperate bitch crawling after you for love ? Was it so hard to be faithful for even a second ? Why must you even do this to me ? Why do treat me like some dumb person or idiot ? What makes you think im one ? Why must you broke your promises ? Was it so hard to keep one ? Even one ? Have ive been asking so much ? Why must you make me hate myself for forgiving you and fr loving you ? Tell me, please.
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