2 solid hours of pure walkin. Walked walked, nothing more. Just walked. Now my body's achin. Ache ache, nothing more. Just achin'. Pain, inside out. Ruined mood, ruined weekend. I swear im hatin' every bit of this. Jugglin relationship, friendship, studies and matters of life. My life. Everythings messed up; my thoughts, my feelings, my mind. sigh.

You're just unchangeable syg. No matter how long i wait to see you change,no matter how much ive gave just to see you change, just aint worth it. You just gta dissappoint me time and again. Someday, i just hope to see you matured enough to carry through a lifetime-relationship with your one. Hope its me, i doubt so. Im patient, yes. But ive my limits.

Kawan syg, i am sorry we're in this state. I hope there aint no grudges or doubts between us. Not anymore, please. Not when august coming. It just that, imma human with ma own thoughts and feelings. I just need time time and more time. I say, God's been Fair and thank god. imma bad girl. and i wna be a bad-girl-gone-good this time round. so give me space and time.


I SAY I WANT SPACE AND TIME.

* imma sad bitch, you're a happy slut. now GONE.

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