Dear you,

I cant help it. I was so scared of you. Not that im trying to use this as a reason. fr godsake, no. Neither tht i wna let go off you nor i hate you, lets just take this as a time fr us to cool down. No use us going on without getting the fact right. The fact tht our feeling is all now mixed up. Use this period of time for you to be sure of what you feel fr me or fr her. Use this period of time to let your mom believe you and gain back all tht trust frm her. Use this time for us to clear things up, all doubts. I've shed too many tears and yet nth has much change since the very first time.

Love,
Me
new past