i dont have th time to type as long as sheshe does,
so this post aint gna be THAT long, i wna share this lyric.
it kinda mean something. idk what, okay go.

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your hurt and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back from where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
But I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
But there's nothing left to say - but goodbye
You deserve a chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful for me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back from where you might belong

Power eh ? yea i guess so. i dont know whats the word i can ever use to describe me-now. Yes, its different. and Yeaa i felt it, the lost. but im happy. Yea, im certain of that. For all i know, im sure that im closer to my girls. and yes, im happy of thaaat. nothing could have been better right ?

uh, 2008. its just so depressing and disappointing. no offence anyone, but could you guys can just stop frm going astray ?! Just be who you realy are, stop being somone you're not, stop being tht somone whom you thought you would get more friends being liddat, stop being so foolish - Just be yourself. Speak fr yourself man ameeeera. ugh, but realy. I wonder why we arent as united as we used to be. Arent we HAPPY before ? All this changes arent necessary, not for you or me. Why would you guys do this to us ? Leadership; influence. Influence ? stop it. fcuk this smoking thing. It ain't cool. You dont look Hot, standing there puffing your lives off, coughing ur bloody asz off. It's not cool. Yknw whats cool ? Do you freaggin know whats cooool ?! twozerozeroseven. Now thats COOL. us being so childish. us being so ourselves. us being so united. but now, this is SHIT. take that.

WHATS UP WITH ALL THE MOODSWINGS ?! some growing up symtopms or what sia ? pfft.
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