*waves goodbye to Hakim
Have a safe trip duuut!

There must be a reason why ive been sitting in front of the computer screen and do nothing since athira went offline, but i simply cant come out with a reason yet. I wondah why. Perhaps i like stoning. Yes? Yeah. Perhaps stoning allows me to think. Yes? Yeah. I wanted to talk about stoning a second ago and i decided not to anymore. I wondah why. I think its time.

Basically everyday i do nothing except grow fatter. Please friends, do still acknowledge me when we meet along the corridor. Ahh -cries. Omeega, im already forgetting how everyone looks like, What Is this? Help ): Not long ago while i was drinking water, i suddenly thought of Billy Amshire but i became upset cause i frgot how he looks like. Seconds before i imagined him with hairy head, I quickly grabbed my hedgepee and browse thru pictures and sighed. I miss friends.

Lemme list friends,

Sari Shunchine Mama Frh Eatzabella ohgeewhy Kecik Ri Amshire Zeek Yzsr Asher Syapi Jo Syapik Puts Apiq All

I miss how all these people collides and come out with one huge wave eating my life.
Come come wave, eat me.

Shall i knock yr door and ask you out pretty? Shall i lead the dance and call you my beauty? Shall i bring you to the movie? Shal i tuck the chair in fr you my honey? Maybe you do it for me. While i wave goodbye. I'm pretty tired trying. I'm pretty tired being. Shall i stop? Maybe, just maybe. Will you make me smile once more? Im not sure, make me. Im pretty sure all's no difference. Am i wrong? Tell me, in one way or another. I placed you everywhere. In the cracks to tht bin. Well used to. Im using it quite well. Throw in more. I ran, so what? I hide before too. No extreme. No thrill. No nothing. Shall i shave it all? or should i leave it hanging. I look pretty like this. Lets wait fr another while. Meanwhile, lets fly.

Hello pretty. Let's talk about life. Shall i start? sure. I guessed its gna happen soon. What thing? Growing! Somehow i thought i was nine. but looking at the mirror, im sure im older. Ah yes, im fourteen. noticing that i grow every second every minute, i panicked. It has already happened for god sake, I shall stop guessing. Back to time. -faints. I hate ticks and tocks. Lets all timenap. No, lets all pray.

-hug readers
new past