Have you ever feel very dissappointed?

Of course i have. When those times when i thought i could do it, when those times my hopes gets too high, when those times i was very excited and almost pee in my pants. Ah, all those moments (': but it wont turn out very nice if what i hoped for, what i wished for or what i wanted totally gets destroyed in any ways. My hopes, my wishes, my desire, my needs, my wants all rejected. Especially when they have to take it away frm me. Especially when they turn their back on me. Especially when they stepped and kicked it. Especially when they look at me with that insulting eyes. Especially when they isolated me. When i realised my hopes were flying away too far and i gta jump to catch it back, i know frm tht moment, i cant get it back. When it was in my hands, its my fault to have let it go. And also when i realised what im talking or typing doesnt make sense at all. It realy hurts ):

i realy wna post longer but im outta words.

Finally finally finally out of words D:
new past