The thought of losing someone buried deep in your heart, feels like a dagger opening up a thousand wounds.

By Amirul Shazzani



Happy New Year,

Im gna 08 miss real bad. All the fun the drama the plays the scoldings the fights the make ups the moments the singing the shouting the stares the running the sungei bulohing, omg. D: Sure theres gna be alot of difference this year. All of us are like gna be separated frm each other. Sad owhat. The guys are gna be in long pants and im still vry unhappy about their heights. Billy, dont grow so tall can? And i think im gna take some time to adapt to the different subjects. And saying, "my tcher" with bie is so wrong. We're supposed to share the same teacher leh. Uh, so yeah. My zero-nine didnt start to well yeh. How depressing. Positive girl.

Fact is, im scared. I aint want no dagger. I fail everytime i try. I weakened everytime i fail. Im moody when i weakened. I tend to go negative when i moody. I get depressed when i go negative. I cry when i get depressed. I scared pain. Yknw, that one. I hurt you, slap me yeh right. Okay, dik?

okay okay dah stop eh.
new past