"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over." -Anonymous

When friends seems far,
When life seems shaky,
When dreams seems impossible,
When future seems near,
When night alone seems long,
When sleeps seems shorter,

Ameera just wants everything to slows down, please.

Being placed in a situation and positioned in a place where you have to console someone that is about to cry, what would you do? Will you stand there and bury yr face in both yr hands. Will you take their hands and swing it from right to left hoping that that will hold back their tears. Will you take yr boots, if you have one, and cover yrselves with them, wishing that it could somehow save you. Or will you place yr little short fingers and brush them through their hairs. You'll do none of the above, cause all you'd care then is to make them stop. Which i wasnt able to.

Being placed in a situation and positioned in a place where you wna tell a person you love them, what would you do? Will you take their phones and type the words of love and give it back to them, hoping that they'll read it? Will you compare your little hand to theirs trying to tell them they're loved? Will you mess up their hair and let them know we still love them, however they look like. Or will you worry through out the night and wont be able to contact them and hoping that they would understand. You'll do none of the above, cause all you'd care then is to let them know they're loved. Which i wasnt able to.


Even so, i want you to still bear one thing in mind.

I LOVE YOU.

This specially goes to Suhaila, Farah, Amirah and Sabrina.

Through thick and thin we have been,
Through ups and downs we have gone through,
Through fun and hardship we have been together,
You girls are still the ones i remember most at the end of the day.

You girls are the reson why i should still hold on,
You girls are the reason why i should still go on,
You girls are the reason why i should still move on,
You girls are the reason why i should still live on.

Let us go through this togther,
Let us go through this together, smoothly
Let us go through this together, smoothly, strongly
Let us go through this together, smoothly, strongly,lovingly

Farah, that girl that have been there for me
Suhaila, that girl that have gone through a lot with me
Amirah, that girl that have grown so much
Sabrina, that girl that have changed a lot.

Thanks Girls, thank you.

Shall we move together hand in hand and do our thing?

" Its is during troubled times like these that people see straight, though others watch with concern and try to convince them they cant. Weighted minds are just so bcause of all of their new thoughts. When those who have passed through their troubles and come out the other side suddenly embrace their new beliefs wholeheartedly, it is viewed cynicism by others. Why? Because when you're in trouble you look harder for answers than those who arent, and its those answers that help you through. Answers. They are not hidden under the rocks or camouflaged among trees. Answers are right there, in front of your eyes. But if you havent caused to look, then of course you will probably never find them."

Im trying to find the answers, help me.


Okay yay, at last. Im updating. But its gna be a quick one. Cause its friday and ive just got back frm NCC and have yet to shower! (hehe)And the only reason im updating is bcause the comp is right before my eyes and i saw how pathetic my blog is. OMG SO PATHETIC. OKAY! So nowwwwwww, the only thing im looking forward to is PRINCESS DISNEY ON ICE! tommorrow tommorrow 7pm 7pm. So exciting. And 90% of my hols will be spent in Spec Course. yay. Another 10% will soooooo be for homeworks and catch-ups. Okay so this sunday will be Am-tira day! So i wna wish Athirasari an advanced Am-tira day! Love&Hate you so much <3

Okay this will be for Faisal and Heryani. F, happy 15th bday. So big alr, must play more detective game! HEHE. To Heryani, congrats fr the best cadet award and HAPPY BELATED BDAY GIRL! so old alr! Fourteen. I 8 only yknw. hehe.

Okay this go to Qam, Syafiq, Syazanne, Atasha, okay everybody that went to Chinaaa! TAKE CARE YALL! Have funnnnnnnnnnnnn taw~! omg JUNE will be my turn! How exciting.

Okay this go to 3e7! Congrats my ppl fr winning the best class deco. Credits go to fluorence vivien clarice ethel xin er carrie OKAY EVERYONE! Sayang yall lots ok.

Okay this go to Farahmei. Sayang. yknw what i wna say ah k. i just want you to know that we neeeeed you and love you so much! You'll make it thru punya! thanks fr gg thru thick thin with me. to suhaila and amirah toooooo!

Okay this go to teentitans! Girls, thank you so much fr THAT day yaa. I mean, really. i miss you girls so much and ya okay. love you girls so much.

Okay this go to my lunch ppl. Yzsr Dayana Athira-sheng. Thank you guys fr the wonderfull lunches and all the criticsm and the secrets and the makan pinggan moments.

Okay this goes to everyone. I MISS MR. COMPUTER MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN! okay dah update eh, takmu complain. okay time to shower.

yay, thank you fr accompanying me and be there for me when i was at my wits end yesterday. thank you fr all the notes and cards. thank you. much appreciated. Ly.
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