SOOOOO, i was bored just now. Oinge got npcc, Bimbo got AEM. Not that many people was online. BUT sister was free to take some shots with me.




Shower, is the best time for you to lose yourself. Hope has always been there, i just want to be reminded of its presence. I love you.

Thank You korea friends for the support eyyyyyyyyyyyy. Nervewrecking sey buat speeeeeech. Mizx Athira, tak suka you going AEM lah, however, Dayana and Syazana is the best jiwang singers eveerrrrr.

Have you ever felt like the world seems so unfair?

So this is what my ustazah said, the more you think that the world seems so unfair, the more unfair it will be to you, the more unfair people you will meet, the more unfair treatment you will get, the more unfair looks you will receive. So what do you do when you feel like you're at the losing end and it is so unfair to you? Call your Ustazah.

Have you ever felt like your friend is giving you the cold shoulders?

So this is what my dad said. When a friend gives you a smile that barely lasts for 1 second, it means that he/she is not happy with you. When a friend is in need of a pencil, but he/she did not asked it from you, it does not mean that you're pencil stinks, just that they want you to know that they've got problems to settle with you. When a friend rolls their eyes to you, do not give them eyemo, they just want to tell you that they're way better than you are. So what do you do when your friend is giving you the cold shoulder? Call your dad.

Have you ever felt like your boyfriend is loving you less?

So this is what my doctor said. Recently, there have been an increasing number of girls coming to him, complaining about their regular migraine, nose bleeding, throwing up after every meals, stomach pain, never-ending flu and the paper cuts that hurts so badly. The doctor did thorough health check up but it seems that these girls are healthier than his pet dog. So when he wanted to write down the prescriptions, these girl would ask him for MC. "Doc, i think i need a a one week MC or better you just send me to the hospital. My dardar would then believe that I'm sick and will love me more." So what do you do when you feel like your boyfriend is loving you less? Call your doctor.

Have you ever felt like everything seems so fake?

So this is what I'm saying. When a friend said she's scared. Get your darn arms and wrap it around her. Tell her, everything's gna be back just the way you want it. When a friend said she's sad. Get your darn phone and call her. Tell her that the world will look so painfull with so many people like her, frowning. When a friend said she's pissed. Get your darn fingers and brush them through her hair. Tell her, if you're gna be pissed then it will be like eating strawberries without chocolate. Dont just text her and merely type, "I'm here". So what do you do when your friend does not seem to mean their words? Call me.

And I'll bit the sincerity out of their lungs.

Let's settle down into something that both of us is comfortable with. Let's save up these tears for a better use next time. Let's find that thing that will keep us going. Just assure me that we are meant to be. Give me hope.

Luv Khairi! Khalis kata dia mimpi kte go honeymoon. Awesome kan!


Apparently we went J.co after korea dance practise. It was nice, we talked and catched up with whats going on. We bought a dozen donutssss and each of us has three. Korea dance practise was FAST but all of us got the hang of it. and AW, kai zhi not going to korea with us ): Bang Ngah and me was like trying to run away from teachers but it seems like they were everywhere. He was wearing fancy shorts and im wearing coloured socks. haha CHOP!

To whoever whatever, i so didnt bloody die my hair.

K i got pissed ONCE just now, all thanks to you. Ah omg, gna present to sec 2 cohort bout Korea this monday (eh?). And wednesday ada IMT! yay time to meet my gals. AW tadi met kawan senior spec course. Miss yall.

Oinge, happy one year and one month of texting. You never fail to make me happy with your silly texts k. Luv ya.




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