Friday, July 9, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
You live once, and live it well.
Though life may seem pointless most of the times, i wont deny that there are moments that you would never forget. Moments when you wish it would last longer. Moments when you hope it never ends. Moments when you wish you had captured it with a camera. These are the few moments that would see you through the miserable life you're living. These are the moments that would be the reasons to why you're still holding on. You may lose trust, love, and care. But you can never lose this moments, cause they will forever be in your memories. (unless you're senile, of course)
For me, life has always been challenging. I see these challenges as a reminder from God, so that i would be constantly reminded that I dont live for myself. I am reminded that miracles dont come by easy. I am reminded that i have choices in life. It is all up to me what kind of life i want to live. It is all up to me what i want to be in life. Somebody told me before, that i have to be positive in life and i can control over my own feelings. I believed his words. But i just cant believe that right now, He is going against his own words. Im having doubts, my friends. My questions are often left unanswered. For those who have the answers to all my doubts, please help me.
So you see, the good moments in my life are limited. And all this while, im holding on to these moments. I feel like i know why i am still living this life, at least i think i do. But im running out of moments. Tell me, what else can i hold on to now. No, i cant hold on to your promises. Cause i'll end up getting more hurt.
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